why is deja vu such an uncomfortable emotion/aura? we had a group of 10 from bchs this morning-eating lunch as a reward for something- all but 2 actually ate something- these two were emaciated little things who tried to tell the server that they had just eaten breakfast- yeah right. now, there are healthy looking naturally thin women- whose hair is glossy and whose skin has a nice glow. these two looked sallow, drawn, and with limp hair and a flat affect. the deja vu part is hard- i looked just like that when i was a senior in high school and the sight of another such pitiful soul is hard to behold. i couldn't eat for months because i was so upset that my sweet david w. started going out with my best friend susan b. to this day i really don't like susans as a rule- my stomach still churns. of course, if it hadn't been for her i might have married my sweet david, who is now balding, fat, and working in d.c. i like being married to my sweet ernst, thank you very much susan b.- i am grateful that i got my appetite back at some point.......