ok, so ernst and cayle are upstairs in a screaming hysteric, and i am upset, in my blog, because andrew is leaving sometime today or tomorrow, but will not tell us when- he has also told me that i do not have to come to the parents programs on saturday at uk- i feel like male breasts- so un-needed and dismissed......so many issues so little time---i cannot deal with cayle's issues until i deal with andrew leaving home.......he wants money, of course.................just not my presence..........i may need sedation before this parting is over..........