ok, so mm is lapsing into obsession.........i wake up at night and begin to worry about books not finished, about childcare arrangements incomplete, about the will i have not yet signed, about financial aid for college, you name it........i have even worried about how i will get the yard mowed while ecw is gone for 3 weeks.........even though there is a riding mower in the family...........i cannot do much about any of these things.....yet i cannot get them off of the mindwarp that replays in my head.........a mind is a terrible thing to waste........