tears.....

ok, so i am having either an overly emotional day, or i am simply menopausal.....and i like neither prospect......i started crying on the phone talking to my friend joe the produce guy...who expressed surprise that i was griping vehemently about a customer who has bitched daily for the past 2 weeks about something or another.......he said...kathy, you never get mad and you never use the word bitch let alone complain over the phone.....but if this is a sign of what you are like when you are upset i hope i am not there for that day....' he was joking, but i took it personally.....and there you go.....and once i started crying, i couldn't seem to stop.........think about isengard when the dam broke.......i know in my heart that i need to start thinking of positive things.....and look for the glass half-full instead of f..king empty..........but i cannot do so at this little minute............