daffy dreams

ok, so i had a dream, and it shook me to the core.......i want to tell you more....but not this time, gentle readers.....this dream was much too real and the particulars so disturbing as to demand only the private record.....just for my own personal reference......i find that dreaming about people i know, but not well enough to merit a starring role in a dream, is disconcerting......not to be alarming...this was simply a dream in which i held a baby in a rocking chair.....and the parental options for said baby and the other folks present were distressing at best......why this person....why this dream....why this scenario in the dream.......as i blogged earlier and un-publically......this dream could not be something that my inner soul seeks because it would just be too far-fetched and amusingly absurd in every way......unless this is my subconscious mind preparing me for the worst-case....hmm.....oh my......omg.......