reality avoidance.....

ok, so i glanced ever-so-briefly at a headline yesterday on-line....just long enough to discern that flyd's b-sample came back negative......and i couldn't bring myself to read another word.......this entire business has brought me to an unexplainable mourning........i honestly do not know if i will again take as much interest in the three-week bike race........fearing yet another let-down.......and while i prefer to believe that floyd is as innocent as he claims.......the loss of the tour title is a blow to more than the official record book.......