clarity....

ok, so i did have glimpses of clarity this miserable/depressing wedding weekend......i do NOT over indulge when i am depressed/upset/stifled/angry.......it seems to be only when i am having a really good time does my wine consumption follow along.......go figure.....one would think that it would be the other way around.....but i am quite pleased that those who made fools of themselves, for whatever reason, this past weekend...were not blood kin to me....or me....i might add...i was in bed and asleep before anybody else on both evenings...........so.......i must evade gregarious gatherings...or drink lots of water ahead so i am not really thirsty.....