weary

ok, so.....the week really got away from me....in so many ways at so many levels.....dealing with my mother's decline has started to resemble a video game......just as i resolve an issue, another issue is revealed which takes the magnitude of the scenario to the next level......i have no hope that the shuttle will go off and the russian dolls will dance as they do when one wins at tetris......and i feel all the sadder for admitting that i feel no hope as we hit the three-week mark of the 'grandma takeover'.....i know that i am not the first and certainly not the last to struggle with this reality.....