the deleted blog

ok, so i deleted a blog last night...sometime between 5:00 or so when i wrote it and 10:00 when i went to bed......deleting blogs is not something i do often, or lightly....this one was in response to someone else's blog.....and i had a foolishly juvenile anxiety episode over it......and so i moved it to my secret blog......the blog whereupon i write what i damn well please; mean mamma is for the thoughts that i do not care if anybody/nobody reads......the name of my secret blog could be figured out eventually.....but not likely by anybody who has no access to this terminal......but since nobody reads it thus far i know that for the time being it is still private and sacrosanct... i digress....about that deleted blog.....there were regular readers who may have read it, and noticed it gone later......and the person for who(m) it was intended did not read the blog during those hours....and i am sorry.......it was flattering, by the way.......anyway you look at it..............i walk at lunch on mondays with someone i am just getting to know.....an older lady who attends a much more conservative baptist church in the town where i work.........she was speaking today about regrets....and she commented that she most regrets in life those things she failed to do...rather than anything she actually did.......such wise words....and thus i am already begining to regret that i have not properly responded to a blog that required an answer......emily post would assert that the window of opportunity has not yet passed.....but for now the blog is secreted away..............