back to bed.....

ok, so i tried to go back to bed after everybody left out of here just before 10....my daughter would be at the humane society for at least 2 hours......and a 2 hour nap seemed like a good idea......at the time.....but a nap turns from a good idea to a lot of work over a sleepless span......it does take a bit of effort to keep one's eyes closed, to not look at the clock......to focus on whatr is right with the scenario (the chance to sleep, perchance to dream) rather than what is wrong (the headache, the chilly sheets, the wrong pillow on top.....) and sheer sloth kept me from making the effort to fix what was wrong.....and so...2 hours later....i am neither refreshed nor reborn.....i still have a sinus headache.....rather a faceache.....as the pain is in my cheeks and jawteeth......and yet i have not gotten around to finding a sinus remedy.......pitiable......the downstairs was in worse shape than when i left it.....we are watching my mother's dog for the weekend....and she has dragged things from the bathroom trashcans to chew.......a nasty sight......i left the bed unmade....in case i try again later to take a nap......maybe when the caffeine wears off, or exercise works up bonafide fatigue.......at least this entry counts as a pre-noon accomplishment.......