requires sedation......

ok, so mm is in a worried sick ............the eledest will be in ireland for the next 2 weeks......and the reality that said child is on his own is just too much for me just now......i checked my e-mail this morning first thing.....just in case he were to have found a cybercafe immediately upon landing in dublin to let me know he was there safely........yeahyeahyeah......i am the one with the problem....the not wanting to let my children venture from the nest......but seriously, a mother will always retain the perogative of worry over the safety/happiness of her children.......even after they reach the age of majority.........and so until mid august, i shall require sedation in order to get by.......so as to not lay awake at night pondering all of the details that could go wrong with this trip........oy.....