glimpse of the future?.......

ok, so today i worked with a mother with 2 children...the youngest was a heathen....about 1 years of age,blonde with mischief in his eyes and the speed to get into every drawer and cubbyhole in my office before i could stop him.....his older sister was strawberry blonde with fair skin...bright disposition...who looked to me just like my older child's girlfriend must have looked as a child......and i experienced a feeling that i have never felt before....like i was looking at the future....like i could have a grandchild just like her at some point....my........and i had these feelings without the notion that i must be getting old.......and certainly without the wish for the future to be now...........it was just a feeling...and i have gotten over it..........of course, glimpse of the future was the basis of the movie we watched last night...family man with nicolas cage and tea leoni....i really like that movie...being in the homebody state myself rather than the nyc bigwig scenario that cage discovers was shallow at best........there is nothing like family life to add meaning to one's existence......