what a drag it is getting old.....

ok, so mm now wakes up regularly at night, in an uncomfortable heated-over state.......i am not yet convinced that this is a hot flash, because it seems to last forever....anyway....once awake.....i cannot seem to get back to sleep.......and i seem to think my most hopeless thoughts......from silly things to big ticket issues.......and so here i am, unrested, looking 58 rather than 48.......and feeling much older........mick jagger, who sang the lead lines.....he must be over 60 by now and nearing 70....hope he sleeps better and feels better than this............