honestly old.....

ok, so last night at dinner at the lexington hotspot.......well...it might not have been hot, per se......but it was hotter than where i usually am at that hour......i made the comment that 'i don't get out enough...'.....or something similar......i edit my own thoughts so frequently for publication that i can rarely remember anything with precision..........i was asked what that meant.....and the supposition was that it had something to do with the clientele in our dining area......a mishmash of couples/genders and levels of pdofaffection.......no...i don't think that is what prompted my comment.....more....it was the trying to keep up with the conversation at an hour when i am usually in the bathtub or infront of the computer...or in bed........i felt out of my element.......and likely my dining companions wished i was back in my element.......the presence of somebody's mm is generally not on the top 10 things that young people require for a good time.....and so this morning i have mixed feelings about having gone.......they would have had a better time had i stayed home.......but i really wanted to hear the songbird.....and so i invited myself along......please forgive me.......wit, and tosca....and middle child.......i had a good time in spite of being your 4th wheel.......