ok, so april marks a year of meanmamma..........a full year.......and such a year, with losing both my mother-in-law and my dad...........and acw's first year to college..........and getting an alcohol liscense.....such changes.....i may have to start a private blog to keep all of my real thoughts in order.........nah.............i give this blog the full credit for my current state of mind.........twisted but steady in all the essentials.......